I’m feeling fat! And sassy!

I started my day .. well? =D It was a good beginning, anyway. I got up (late), jogged 1.25 miles on the elliptical (a total of 30 minutes with my cool-down), cleaned the kitchen (boy what a mess!), and finally ate! I was so hungry!

28g (this helps me pay attention to portion size) whole wheat rotini pasta … 105cal

lovely mix of onions, squash, zucchini, mushrooms, green and red bell peppers, tomatoes … 50cal (with oil to cook em in)

feta cheese mixed into the yummy pasta and veggies … 90cal

3 pieces of bacon … 120cal

Running Total: 365

Now I am baking banana bread with our uneaten, non-yellow naners. =D So far, a decent day.

For today’s conclusion:

some naner bread … 250cal

lotsa veggies: green beans, 2 kinds of squash, bell peppers, mushrooms, onions, garbanzo beans & feta cheese … 100cal

brussel sprouts w/smart balance … 50cal

lotsa fruit: strawberries, apple slices, nectarine slices, black grapes … 175

yogurt w/honey for dipping fruit … 150

End Total: 1090 + 100misc. = 1190

I’m proud of myself today. I ate well. I didn’t eat too much. I exercised. AND I got stuff done around the house. Hopefully I can continue this tomorrow. The hard part is continuing it when I don’t get to be home all day. Here’s to a good tomorrow!!

Hmmmm…. What have I eaten?

Dairy Butter toffee… uhm… 4?
Sugar Daddy
Tomato sammich, I picked a not tasty tomato =(
Two cups of Milk
Diet Cherry 7up
Yucky Little Debbie Spinwheel
Yummy Peanut butter Chewy bar
Pillsbury Scramblers strudel
Strip steak on the grill <3
Fresh carrots
Scallops
Corn
Wheat noodles with some sort of light cream sauce
Texas Toast

Things started out good this morning. I cooked up a bunch of veggies .. squash, zucchini, onions, red and green bell peppers, tomatoes .. added some eggs to it .. added 3 pieces of bacon to it … 220cal

Then I wanted something sweetish, so I had an angel food cup … 120cal

Thennnnn I wanted cereal … 300 prolly

Now I’m sipping on some juice soda … 120, I think

Oysters and crackers … 275ish

London Broil … 175?

Another damn bowl of cereal … 300

Crappy Total: 1510

Why am I having such a hard time with this? Maybe I am just not keeping busy enough. Plan for tomorrow: stay busy! Clean the house. Not fun … but busy. For sure get some extra exercise .. maybe elliptical … maybe run around the house with Ruzie .. but definitely something.

Handful of Dairy Butter Toffees.. I guess about 20? Maybe less, lol
Sugar Daddy!
Bowl of Banana Split ice cream
Cinnamon Crumb Doughnut with cup of milk
Three cups of 2% milk!
Cup of Kraft mac n cheese
Sweet and sour chicken w/ white rice and sweet and sour sauce
General Tao’s chicken
Spare ribs
Fried rice
Dumpling
Egg roll

Bad day.

Bean burrito .. 700 maybe? .. yes, way too much

Shared ice cream with Eddie … 250

Cheeseburger .. from home .. not as good as on the grill … 420

Total: 1370

Late night bowl of cereal … 250ish

Final Total: 1620 yikes .. that burrito killed me

I’ve been in the process of doing today for a whole day, geez o.o

Bowl of Honey Nut Cheerios
Tomato sammich
BBQ meatball sammich
Beef Stroganoff
Milk
Sunny Delight

Bowl of Honey Nut Cheerios
Two tomato sammiches
Heath Klondike bar
Doughnut that was totally not worth it
Dr Pepper!
Tater tots
Chicken nuggets
Chili
Salad
Fruit Salad

So far today:

Grilled chicken w/BBQ sauce, lettuce, tomato …220

Peach …50

Plum…30

Burger on the Grill: 456
4oz of 93/7 ground beef .. 170
2oz roll .. 166
Tomato slices .. 15
Maybe lettuce .. meh
Ketchup & mustard .. 15
Forgot about cheese … 90 ahh!!

Cinnamon sticks w/cream cheese yummmm .. 250

Chips and cheese ( I know, I know, but it was footballllll) .. 200

Running Total: 1206 + 100misc. = 1306 whaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

So, today was the second day I had to eat at college. I explored the cafe more though. There’s a microwave and the stuff they serve doesn’t seem to be all that bad, but I’d rather just bring in stuff. 40 minutes is sufficient time to eat =) Anyway

Bowl of Honey Nut Cheerios
A Hormel Completeats little meal, takes 90 sec to cook, it’s 10 oz and has about 280 calories, a ton of sodium though, 1.47g @.@ Yes, Marie (aka Schmoo ) has made me look at calories. They’re pretty good anyway.
A cup of fruit salad, from a few days ago
Beef Stroganoff, sorta, with wheat noodles!
Peaaassssss <3
Two onion rings
Egg roll
A bunch of Dr Pepper.. I dunno, 4-6 cups?

Oh, and woooo! One Week. Let’s listen to that song as celebration xD

Ok .. that’s it. I have to do something. I am really an unhealthy weight for my height AND it is way too close to Eddie’s weight. I just  need motivation toward someone else, I think .. last year I lost 15 pounds because  I knew I had to go back and see the doctor, and I didn’t want to disappoint .. so that helped me stay on track. I just need to know that someone will be looking at what and how much I eat every day .. then I won’t want to eat as much and stuff. So, I am starting to day. Counting calories again and not eating fast food with Eddie .. as much as I can help it .. anyway ..

1.5 cups cantaloupe … 90 – yay! good start .. let’s see how I keep it up. Oh I know. I’ll plan what I’m going to eat later so that I don’t resort to something easier when I get hungry.

Half a pear … 40

Half a bagel with cream cheese … 220

*mumbles* Doughnut … 320! ahh!!

Portabello shroomie …20ish

1 Ear of corn … 80

Half green bell pepper … 15? doh

1/4 squash … 40ish

1/4 zucchini … 40ish

Taking into account oil on everything we grilled … maybeeeee 150?

Total:1045 + 100misc. just in case = 1145 YAY .. why do I feel so blechy even though I had a good amount of calories? =(